Monday, March 31, 2008
SERVANT GIRL: Small Act Can Make Big Difference (Excerpts from the Giants)
What types of people are you hesitant to share your faith with? Why?
* The arrogant. Those who think they’re too “smart” to believe such nonsense as Christianity.
* I feel nervous around people who I don't know are believers or not.
There are unbaptized believers that only need additional teaching. Sometimes we will agree to disagree. Even in this case we still have a respect and connection with each other. They are much less intimidating.
Angry and mean people scare me too. People who are obviously hard and disrespectful of God from the first time you meet them.
* Belligerent people are a fear to me, too. There's so much violence in the world today... On the other hand, there's a chance to prove Proverbs 15:1, "A soft answer turns away wrath."
This little servant girl had probably seen her master angry. He was angry when he was told by the SERVANT of the prophet to wash in the JORDAN RIVER.
"Voice of the Martyrs" details current persecution and deaths of Christians around the world. It is SO inspirational to see how God empowers His people to respond to threats and violence.
* With working with teens, I understand that people dress--should I say "differently". So I do try to get to know the individual a little before making any kind of preconceived judgment about them.
* It's actually a lot easier for me to share my faith with relative strangers than with friends... probably because I'm scared that my friends might think differently about me or that our friendship might somehow change.
But really, I need to start focusing on my friends who would probably listen to me more because of knowing me personally and who I care about more because of knowing them personally.
Friday, March 28, 2008
NEHEMIAH, Part III: No Problem Too Big with Help (Excerpts from the Giants)
* Painting the 3rd grade room with Misty Whiting and Joyce Davis was fun and encouraged me! Also- whenever our Life Talk does a "service" project, I am usually encouraged by doing that with my friends, whether it is visiting our Sunriser or cleaning something.
* Leading the Women's Committee was a step of faith for me and it turned out wonderfully because of the participation of many others.
It was Lana Moore's idea to do the birthday theme; it was Julia Wright's idea to have the mentor presentations; it was Deborah Brown who was always getting all the food plans straight; Beth Bentley did the Secret Sister stuff; and Misty Whiting, Beth Martin, Joyce Davis and Mary Callins were faithful in tying up loose ends and doing whatever they were asked.
And don't forget all the sisters who shared their testimonies…and many others who were involved in the trip to serve the ladies in Long Beach.
Thank you, God, for your faithfulness.
* I never could/would have undertaken the Katrina clean-up trips without our groups. Although the trips were hard in a lot of ways, they were so worth it. I saw God in fresh ways through the people we helped as well as through the brothers/sisters that were doing the work. It still boosts my spirits just to think back on it.
* Over the years, helping others to grow in their faith walk and service has been the most meaningful task for me; to see others gaining confidence in using their talents for God is a great joy to me.
* When Katrina devastated the Gulf Coast, Paul Gibbs went and was overwhelmed. He took two men on his second trip. When the three came back, again overwhelmed with the destruction and the great human suffering, their compassion began to spill over.
Finally there were close to 100 people from Central who went, some several times, and much "sweat" was donated, with money, supplies, hugs and tears. Their zeal was contagious to others.
God often puts the same dream into more than one person so that His people will function as a whole.
* Rewarding times for me have been mission trips with our teens. Watching them share is unbelievable! Also going to Rainbow Omega--watching the residents' faces when we pull up in our van and talk/sing/play with them is so rewarding. It's great to share Jesus with someone and watch the light "come on" when they understand and want to follow Him.
* The trip to Mississippi was an uplifting experience. I enjoyed being with Kim Story on the drive, and having time with brothers and sisters… I met Charlene Hicks (age 78 and a cancer patient, an elder's wife at Long View. We hit it off.). She cooked with me and gave me her dumpling recipe but when I got home I had lost it.
Last year, she died before I could get it from her again. But guess what? Just before Christmas, I opened the little Bible I took on the trip. The recipe fell into my lap. It was a very pleasant find and a reminder of how I who went to help storm victims was myself helped.
It is comforting too since Charlene has gone on that I still have her handwritten recipe from a time when we fed others and were ourselves nourished. She was truly one of those that Philemon speaks of who refreshed the brethren.
* While pondering on Nehemiah this morning, one of the things that came to my mind was the wisdom of God in not allowing us to see the future. Would Nehemiah have ever taken that first step if he had known all the hardships that he would endure in the process?
When I look back on "big projects" in my life, physical and spiritual, I am just amazed. It is that one-step-at-a-time mentality with God and my brothers and sisters at my side that accomplishes unbelievable things.
That first step is SOOOOOO important.
* I find I am continually being blessed from a simple but needed ride to town (Remember, Brenda?) to one taking my place on short notice for Tues. Bible class (Kay, thanks) to another being coordinator and last minute baby sitter on Tues. (Sue, thank you) to one listening and commiserating about the worry over a pregnant daughter making a long drive home (Pat, I needed you.) And these are just 4 examples.
May all of us continue to reach out and love one another and do the work God has created us to do. May we all know one another better so that we have more to thank God for on each remembrance of one another. Praise to our Lord Jesus Christ and to God the Father!
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
NEHEMIAH, Part II: No Problem Too Big with Help (Excerpts from the Giants)
2. When do you feel lonely or discouraged? What strengthens you?
* My very lonely times come when I am embarrassed and ashamed or afraid to share a guilt, a sin, or a fear with others. It's always so good to share with someone human who will listen and encourage. Even with Jesus, I want a human supporter with me. (And He had his three closest friends too.)
* My loneliest times are when I don't feel like there is anyone I can share something important with- whether I am embarrassed, afraid, or whatever- whether I don't think I can trust someone, whether I just don't think they can handle my problems, I don't know- that is a very lonely feeling, though. It is the worst when I am surrounded by good people, but feel like I have to keep too much to myself.
* I can become discouraged when I’ve had too much time around other people and not enough time recharging with just me and God. I’m strengthened by getting away and having quiet time with Him, but I’m also strengthened by encouraging words from others. Those words are often lifesavers for me, and what may seem small for somebody to say often brings big help to me when I hear it.
* My loneliest times have come during times of adversity/illness/etc., when I was more isolated from my church family for one reason or another. Prayer to God and my faith in Him have been my greatest source of strength and continue to be so.
* I feel really lonely when I find myself in any kind of conflict with those closest to me. The 'human' support is so important to me, probably too much so at times. So that is where I'm trying to grow in my reliance on and trust in God.
* I feel the loneliest when I'm not in the Word and with Him in prayer. It's also hard when I'm not around Christians.
* When I find myself feeling lonesome all I have to do is think about Jesus in the garden of Gethsemane, when He said "My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death" (Mark 14:34). How terribly alone Jesus must have felt. Probably more alone than anyone on earth had ever felt.
Hence, the total sum of all the loneliest, most fearful, most distressing, most ill times in my life could never and will never come remotely close the loneliness Jesus must have experienced in the garden as well as the day that followed.
* As I have become older I find myself even less lonely. I am perfectly happy to be by myself. That is one of the reasons I wanted to participate in this study. I wanted a chance to get out of myself a little. It is a small step but it is a step.
Monday, March 24, 2008
NEHEMIAH, Part I: No Problem Too Big with Help (Excerpts from the Giants)
1. How reluctant/eager are you to ask for help?
* I am generally slow to ask for help, as a last resort...but when I do: 1. Prayer comes first. 2.Try to handle the situation by using physical family members. 3. Reluctantly will ask others for short term help...especially if they have already offered to be of assistance.
* I don't like asking for help. I don't like accepting help when it is offered- even to the point of making people mad or upset that I won't take their help. :-) I'm not sure all the reasons for it.
* I definitely prefer to offer help, not ask for it. Usually when I get to the point of having to ask, the task has already become burdensome or overwhelming, and I don't want to 'drag' anyone else into the mess. But I am grateful when I look back and see the many times family and friends have been there to help 'rebuild the walls' that have crumbled around me at times.
* It is hard for all of us to ask for help. But there are times when we cannot do it alone. I ask God for help, then my physical family. I'm just so glad that I also have my spiritual family to depend on.
* There was a time in my life when I didn't like asking for help. I use to think I could handle it, i.e deal with any problem all by myself. Now, how foolish was that? I've learned to recognize when a problem or situation is just too big for me to handle. Then, the first thing I do is go to the Lord in prayer. After that, I talk to anybody that will listen. (smile)
* If someone offers help, I now remind myself that maybe I am more overwhelmed than I realize (or I'm about to be). Others who have worked through the same task or situation I am working can probably see the outcome further down the road. I am caught up in the moment, or the day or week, etc.
There have been times when I could see that if a person doesn't get help soon they are going to be in trouble. I can see that because I have been there or I have a better view of the problem because I'm not in "it". I try to remind myself that the person offering help to me may be seeing my situation better than I do.
* I have trouble asking for help, too…Part of it is my natural tendency to be independent and self-sufficient. Part of it is arrogance that my way is the best/only way and I might as well do it myself if I want it done right. Part of it is I only feel close enough to a few people to ask for help.
* It's possible if we don't ask someone for help when we need it, we may be denying another person an opportunity to be blessed, too…There have been many times when I have gone to help someone and ended up being blessed myself, sometimes more than they are... so this is just something to think about when we are hesitant to ask for help.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
ABRAHAM: God Always Does the Right Thing (Excerpts from the Giants)
1. In which areas do you struggle with God?
* With impatience….I definitely knew God had a plan for us; He was taking care of us; and that all would work out--but my impatient self wanted it to work out a lot sooner.
* I have been struggling with impatience for a number of years. As a matter of fact, I pray about it at least once a day. …Sometimes I get impatient if I'm puzzled by events taking place in my life. Sometimes I want answers revealed sooner. I am learning to "Stand Still" as my grandmother use to say. "God will let you know in due time." She was right.
* I always want to understand before I obey. (Even though I heard from my mother at least 1,000+ "because I said so".) …Even after I obey, there will still be many things I don't understand about God…Where the patience comes in is believing that as my righteousness grows, God will increase my understanding according to what He knows I need.
* What God has promised to me has pretty much already been fulfilled through Jesus. He promises grace, but that's mine to accept already, and He promises peace, but doesn't promise that we won't have troubles, etc.
* There have been many times when I have struggled with being completely confused about what God was doing in my life only to look back a few months later and see how everything had fallen into place perfectly, as only He who can see eternity could do.
* I see God as the ultimate Sovereign, so I know His ways are not mine and that I should not question Him as far as wondering what He is doing…God always does what He promises and the right thing. It is important we know those promises and not expect more or less than what he promised. He works everything to our good if we are called according to His purpose. (Rom.8:28).
2. Name something that you are surrendering to God.
*Time...my sense of controlling my time the way I want to use it versus letting God do what HE wants to with my time. Too often I think I don’t have enough time to do all the things that I want to do; I have to remind myself that God will always give me enough time to do the things that HE wants me to do. And find peace in that.
* At times it feels hard just to surrender in a general way, let alone the specifics. Also, since it doesn't seem like God usually speaks to us as directly as he did to Abraham—"Go kill your son Isaac"—it can be a little difficult in some situations to know God's will.
* As I was reading this chapter, it really made me realize how I need to grow in my trust for God.
* It is very hard to surrender your children and there come times when you must...I found I had to let go, and let God and them work things out. …I do well at this awhile and then I find myself trying to figure a way. I have to come back to my senses and in humility remember the absurdity of thinking I could fix anything. Then I pray for them and for myself.
Monday, March 17, 2008
REBEKAH: Give Generously to Others (Excerpts from the Giants)
1. What hinders you from giving freely?
* My biggest hindrance—my rationalizations. Satan tries to make me rationalize that I don't need to give because others are giving, or that I don't have to give because they probably don't really need it. ...Giving to others is what God commands us to do, whether or not it's actually needed. I try to constantly remember this quote from Elisabeth Elliot: "No service offered to God is ever wasted."
* After working all day on Wednesdays--there are times when I am tired and would love to just go home, sit down and relax. BUT after getting here I am so refreshed and encouraged by everything/everyone.
* Every time we give to “somebody”, we’re really giving worship to God as well. We always have a need for that.
* I have noticed oftentimes when I am wondering whether I need to give as much as usual or to something more, a financial gift will come my way to make it work.
* God has taught me that he doesn't need my money; he just wants my heart/obedience.
* Sometimes I hesitate when I feel that the receiving person does not appreciate the effort or use the gift in a beneficial way...but then I realize that God is judging hearts, not me!
2. When have you benefited by others giving freely to you?
* Since I have been in the church I have had numerous people share with me time, laughter, wisdom, comfort. I have truly been blessed in this area and I love giving too….The difficulty is often where, how and when to use time and resources, not "If". Giving to others keeps me mindful of God's blessings to me. Jesus's words, "it is more blessed to give than to receive" is not a platitude.
* I benefited from a sister’s generosity in praying for me about a project. It takes time and commitment and heart to pray consistently for someone else’s need, but she was very faithful to both pray for me and to follow up by asking me questions about it and giving me constant encouragement. It was the best gift I could get.
* “When we give generously, we receive more than we would ever think possible.” It’s very generous of God to always give US a blessing when we try to bless others. He is so faithful to always outgive us!
* Being generous with one's time, talents, heart, resources, etc. to those around us is an integral part of our Christianity. All we have is what God has given us; how can we not be generous to others?
* My parents were not only generous with material things. They generously took the risk of being hurt over and over by me. They always prayed for me. We always benefit from the prayer of others said on our behalf.
Friday, March 14, 2008
MOSES: Live in Faith Zone, not Safe Zone (Excerpts from the Giants)
1. What spiritual breakthroughs have you experienced?
* In my older age, "wisdom." I have found that I don't have to forge my path through my life...if I am quiet and wait on Him, God will show me what He wants me to do. It is up to me to recognize the new way and act on it!
* Patience…We knew that God heard our pleads for a job--the right job, but we also know that God's timing and our timing can be so different.
* Understanding God’s grace…Once I began to grasp (still grasping it!) that I’m saved 100% by the grace of Jesus Christ, and that my works only come as a result of my salvation, I felt freedom. Free from unhealthy guilt. Free to have a true love relationship with the Lord.
* The breakthrough came a few weeks after being baptized at age 30 and immersing myself daily in the word… As I read the word and saw how it all fit together and fit my life I was astounded. The substance of it and of Jesus' work gripped me and has never let go even when all around me seemed to be falling down.
* My most recent "breakthrough" was when I came to really understand that I am responsible for my own salvation and must seek it with fear and trembling….While I will not be saved because of my achievements, I cannot make it to heaven on the faith of my family or friends. I have to study and nurture a deeper faith through my own study.
* As I got older, chronologically and spiritually I came to know more about the God I wanted to serve…Nowadays, I have no problem seeking God's council about anything and everything. One of my greatest joys is knowing I can talk to God any time, day or night about any subject. I'm still a work in progress, but I am well aware of who the captain of my ship is. I am ever so thankful.
2. What did you learn from the life of Moses?
* God is more creative than what I can imagine in any given moment and if I am looking to him and wanting to do what is right, even if I am too afraid to carry out his will, he can make it happen anyway- just like the way he sent Aaron to speak for Moses. I felt very loved by God that day- that he would use me in spite of my inadequacies.
* I am almost always out of my comfort zone when trying to serve and obey God in any way that means verbal communication with other people. Thank God, He gave me a good example to watch my dad step out of his comfort zone because he wanted to serve God. At 89 he is still doing it at the retirement home. What an inspiration.
* Reminded me of a conversation long ago that I believe changed my life….A friend told me that I needed to stop playing it so 'safe' in life and be more of a 'risk-taker.' ..I got involved in children's ministry at that point and it became one of the great joys and challenges in my service to God. I don't think I'd be the mother that I am today if it wasn't for the lessons I learned over the years in working with the kids….So I'm grateful for that challenge to ‘take the risk’ and the lesson from Moses about living outside the 'safe zone.'
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
JOSEPH: Don't Give Up on Your Dreams (Excerpts from the Giants)
1. When have you been glad that you didn’t give up too easily when things were going wrong or you didn’t understand what was happening to you?
* A few years ago I was in ICU, not expected to live. A nurse whispered to me one night, "It's ok to let go." …Although I understood her reason for telling me it was ok to let go, I equated it to quitting, and that for me has never been an option. I'm sure there were times when Joseph, Noah, Esther and the other Giants wanted to quit. Still, they put their trust in God. I'm learning to do the same.
* Not giving up on the church which has been in upheaval more than once since I became a Christian. I kept my eyes on Christ and company with others who did the same.
Not giving up on riding the roller coaster of parenting through the teen and adolescent years.
Not giving up on Bible study and prayer even if I can't be as consistent as I would like.
Not giving up is daily for those of us who follow Christ.
* Finding God was my dream come true and my hope. I thank God for not 'quitting' his search for me and rescuing me from the burden of those influences.
* Life is full of times when you might have to change directions but NEVER give up your devotion and loyalty to God. He is with you through the blackest of times.
* I'm so thankful God wouldn't let go. He sent people to help me. He was faithful. He carried me. I love Him.
2. Joseph grew even in the down times. How have you done that?
* I have had many 'growing' times that have been brought about by the 'down' times of dealing with my own sin. The big lesson that I think I'm learning (still!) is that God really is with me through it all.
* Both Joseph and Esther are inspirational examples of how God's time is not our time and how what seems unusable to us can be valuable in God's plan.
* It is very much the way God works in our lives—sometimes it is many years before we see his plans completely unfold and see the purposes in the pain we have suffered... and we can see that he didn't give up on us.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
ESTHER: God Has a Place for You (Excerpts from the Giants)
1. Describe leaving your own comfort zone. How do you handle it?
* Esther was able to carry out her purpose without "demanding her rights" as society pushes us to do today, but instead followed a very thoughtful, prayerful, submissive plan to fill her responsibility.
* It’s not always easy to understand why we are in a certain place or situation, but if we can trust that God knows what He’s doing, we can also trust that He’s capable of and desiring to use us just where we are, just the way we are.
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
NOAH: One Person Can Make a Difference (Excerpts from the Giants)
1. What or who helps you to do right when those around you are doing wrong?
* Remembering how miserable I was when I was not doing right or following Christ. I remind myself of what Christ saved me from and how much I love Him.
* I think of God and how repulsive sin is to Him. I think of Jesus and His sacrifice and how disappointed he is when I fall short. I think of the Spirit in me that is hurt when I sin.
* I think about my kids when I am tempted to mess up in a big way and how my actions will affect them... that usually helps me choose right.
* Reading my Bible and being thankful in prayer helps me remember Jesus' love. Christ's love compels us, but not if we forget.
2. What reminders do you have of God’s faithfulness to you?
* Family, friends, material blessings, wedding rings, shells, rocks, smiles, flowers, singing at church, shooting stars, in-laws, sunrises, the ocean, …
* A picture I have of my great aunt impressed me when I was about 8 years old, and we shared a motel room. In her 70's by then, she knelt as was her habit by the bed and prayed before we turned out the light. I don't remember what she said, but I've never forgotten that she was faithful and without timidity in praying to Him who was faithful to her.
* I no longer have guilt over some of my past sins (guilt that crippled me for a long time). I have His strength to handle situations and the desire to want to glorify Him in them.
* Everyday I have the realization that I cannot handle life's "challenges" alone; I don't have to make things better just on my own guidance. He has a plan for me; I just need to let Him "speak!" God will help me through whatever may come.
* The first thing that came to my mind was the Bible. And then I thought of the church (specifically for me, Central)- but how God promised that the gates of hell would not "prevail against" it and that is true 2,000 years later every time we meet together!